13.8.12

picture perfect.

you said you'd love me no matter what,
but would you love me as different person?
for that's how I feel now and I can't help
I'm just a complete stranger, even to myself

not sure of what happened along the way,
not sure if I'm mad, have I lost my head?
maybe I'm just too heavy, just too small
just too tomorrow to remember yesterday
and its promisses, and its promisses.

in my dreams, it's easy, you see
there's this picture perfect frame
of anything, of you and me
but with open eyes, all foggy skies
and I just don't know
am I supposed to jump now
or have I jumped already?

I pray to God you won't let me fall
and he tells me tales about nightmares
and it calms me, so much pain out there
I pray to God, if you let me fall,
that he doesn't let me hurt as much
cause I certainly couldn't take it
not again, not able to sit and wait
to bleed through another 2008.

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Dan: I love you. 

Alice: Where? 


Dan: What? 


Alice:  Show me, where is this love? I can't see it. I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can't hear it. I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words. Whatever you say, it's too late.